Tuesday, June 30, 2015

I Did It!



Good news!! I did it!  Last day of the month... two months on my program... and I stepped on the scale this morning and was down 20 pounds!  Yep.... you heard me... TWENTY POUNDS.  

Oh, and I was correct.  Five damn pounds of water weight during that dreadful time of the month.  

I feel badly that I missed two days of blogging.  I will not let that happen again. I was crazy busy.

But who cares about that because I am down 20 pounds from just two short months ago! If I hadn't started two months ago, I would be 20 pounds heavier today.  So yeah... every day counts!  And today, I am feeling so happy!

And to make the day even better, I stopped at a farmer's market and got some lovely golden beets which I am using in my spinach salad tonight.  I also purchased some freshly picked strawberries which I am marinating in my aged balsamic which I also purchased at the farmer's market!  

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Day Dream .... or Reality?

I am almost 60 days into this.  Hopefully, one day I will no longer count the days, and it will just be my normal life.  Right now what keeps me going is my vision of me being perfectly fit and healthy.  That's my day dream. And I am hoping to make it a reality.

With that in mind, I woke up and was determined to have another "on track" day.  I started with my almond butter and banana breakfast shake.  Then I proceeded to take a long walk with one of my babies  (also known as the dogs).  I figured, hey, why not kill two birds with one stone.  I got my exercise in AND I tuckered out my energizer bunny dog. Then I went to Trader Joe's and did my shopping for the week.  Then I came home and did my cooking.  I like to make a few things each Saturday that I can freeze and pull out when I have no time to cook.  Plus, I love to cook and bake.  But I think I have mentioned that several times already.  So its very relaxing to me to watch the Food Network as I spend several hours in the kitchen concocting my various vegan delights. Today I made vegan brownies.  I had two and then had to freeze the rest before I ate them all.  So now I have a nice chocolaty dessert that I can pull out of the freezer when I need that extra little something.  I then made a HUGE pot of my Garden Veggie Pesto soup.  I also made a jar of blackberry chia seed jam.  And lastly, I made a Roasted Pepper and Corn soup.  I had no recipe for this.  I just kind of made it up as I went along and it came out pretty good.  But because I love my mom, I am cooking her something special tonight ... fillet mignon.  AND I bought her a french baguette from Panera because I know she loves it and will eat several pieces of it with dinner.  (Yep, I am still trying to get her to gain weight.)  Just because I am determined to be healthy doesn't mean my mom can't enjoy the foods she loves.  And I think that having food around me that I can not eat makes me stronger and is more realistic.  If I want to continue with this as a lifestyle, I will have to learn to be around people who actually eat things I cannot.  Simply avoiding all those other foods is not doing me any favors in the long run.  

I am rambling, for sure, but today is just a normal day with nothing much going on.  But these are the type of days that make up most of our lives, right?  And we have to learn to stay on course through normal days as well as crazy days.  

So now I think I will go through my closet and pull out something that is too small for me and super sexy and hang it on my door so I can look at it every day.  Just another motivational technique in my bag of tricks.

Friday, June 26, 2015

Let's Talk Woman to Woman (Men, you have been warned)

Every single woman knows that once a month our bodies turn into an alien beings, and the changes that are inflicted upon us MOST CERTAINLY affect our weight and our weight loss. 



This week I have been dealing with the monster inside me that keeps telling me I need to eat, Eat, EAT!  Its not about being hungry. Its about the monster's need for "MORE ENERGY".  What does it need the energy for?  Beats me.  But the monster is hard to deny.  VERY hard.  

Yes, the monster is responsible for other things as well: stomach cramping, back pain so intense it feels as if someone is going to snap you in two, soreness in your chest that makes it hard to even get dressed without wincing, unstoppable tears for the smallest of reasons or even no reason at all, and temper tantrums and snippy comments directed at anyone who comes within a ten mile radius of you (often accompanied by demonic voices and head spinning).  But these things aren't derailing our weight loss attempts.  The uncontrollable urge to eat everything in sight is something which does affect our weight loss.

The other thing?  The weight gain we experience during this time.  I have believed for quite some time that I gain about five pounds each month during this time.  I have never documented it .... until now.  This morning I woke up with that familiar feeling of bloating.  I knew what it was immediately.  (Of course I did, because of all the other lovely symptoms that accompany it).  Now, under normal conditions, I would NEVER step on a scale during this time.  But today I thought, why not?  Why not get proof of what I have always believed.  So I did it.  I stepped on the scale.  Sure enough, I was two pounds heavier than my most recent weigh-in.  I told myself not to panic.  Intellectually, I know what this is.  I talked myself out of picking up the scale and throwing it through the window out onto the lawn.  I took a deep breath and wrote the number down.  Next week, I will repeat the process, and I GUARANTEE you that it will be five pounds less.  I know I am right about this.  

This makes me think about why this "water" weight gain is never addressed on those television weight loss reality shows.  They weigh the people in every week.  Some of those people are women.  Yet when a woman has no weight loss one week, no one ever says, "Well, duh, its my time of month!" Why do they talk about the work they've done and why the weight loss is not showing on the scale when everyone knows why the scale doesn't show the weight loss the woman should be seeing?  This makes me crazy.  

So now, once and for all, I am getting proof FOR ALL WOMAN ON THEIR WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY that you can tell the scale to bugger off during this time of the month.  Seriously.  

Men are so lucky.  Period.  (Pun intended). 

(photograph courtesy of www.theberry.com)

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Holy Lotta Topics Batman!



How many times have you lost a butt load of weight and stopped just shy of your target weight?  That has happened to me so many times that I can't even count that high.  I lost a lot of weight.  I look good.  Everyone compliments me.  I feel great.  My clothes fit great.  I look GOOD in my clothes.  I am anywhere from 20-40 pounds away from my goal .... and I stop.  Why do I do that?  I have no idea.  And then I gain all the weight back.  And then I start all over again.  I think that it happens because I am "dieting" and feeling deprived, and so once I start to look and feel good, I feel justified in going back to my old eating habits.  Whatever is inside of those people that hit their goal weight and then maintain that weight for years and years ... whatever that is ... I have never experienced it.  That is my missing link.  That is what I am striving to find.  I am hoping (and ok, maybe praying and maybe even wishing on falling stars and white unicorns) that I will experience that by making this switch to eating whole plant based foods.  I am NOT counting calories.  Sure, I have a general idea of how many calories per day I am consuming.  I mean, come on.  I am an experienced dieter.  It is ingrained in me to count calories on some level.  I really want to make this a lifestyle change.  And I think I have a shot at making this work because I am eating healthy and I am satisfied (mostly) with what I am eating.  I am not putting crap in my body.  Everything (or most everything) I eat has a nutritional purpose.  So maybe my body will finally realize that I am giving it what it needs and will not crave foods I should not be eating.  One can only hope.

That being said, we all need to feel a little sinful sometimes, right?  We all need to have that something sweet or decadent every once in a while, right?  Well, although desserts are no longer a part of my daily eating plan, I want to make room to have HEALTHY desserts every once in a while.  I think the perfect time to test one of these babies out will be at my Fourth of July BBQ.  This is what I am thinking of making ....


RAW BANANA PUDDING WITH SALTED CARAMEL SAUCE.  (Here is the link to the recipe . http://www.forkandbeans.com/2014/07/22/raw-banana-pudding-salted-caramel/)  This is a completely VEGAN dessert.  One serving is 293 calories.  So its not something you should eat every day, but its definitely something worthy of a special occasion.

What can you eat every day?  I am glad you asked.  

CUCUMBER WRAPS!

Use a vegan wrap of your choice.  Instead of the cream cheese, use Tahini Sauce.  Then slice the cucumbers and lay them over the tahini sauce, roll up, and slice.  VOILA!  Easy and delicious.  

(link is http://www.lookchef.com/2014/09/cucumber-and-cream-cheese-sandwich-rolls.html

And before I forget, yes.  Yes, I am still going to the gym.  Yes, I am still sweating my butt off.  Yes, I am still hoping to hit my 20 pounds lost by the end of the month.  I will keep you posted.

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

I Thought Eating a Plant Based Diet was Supposed to Be GOOD for My Skin!!

I have been eating Whole Plant Based Foods for just about two months.  And starting sometime last week, my skin has been a mess!  I have never been a person who has suffered breakouts or acne or bad skin.  In that regard, I have been blessed.  But now... I look like the walking dead.  A zombie has better skin than I have.  People run with their children when they see me.  (LOL.. ok, I am exaggerating, but come on!!!)  I was perplexed because, of course, I have been doing a LOT of reading on switching to a whole foods plant based diet, and everyone touts the benefits to your skin.  Less wrinkles, clearer skin with a better skin tone... etc.  So last night, I did more research.  What did I find?  Take heart!  This is a GOOD thing, so says the author of the article I was reading. Apparently, I am making such good changes for my body that it is now purging itself of all the toxins I had stored up.  Supposedly, my skin will clear up and look better than ever. We'll see.  But at least I have hope now.

In other news, I am going to have to invest in a new scale.  The one I am using now is not digital, which makes for a difficult time in trying to determine my EXACT weight.  The stupid little needle jumps all over the place and the lines are so close together that sometimes I don't know which line it is actually on.  This is not helped by my poor vision. Not to mention that it doesn't tell you fractions of a pound.  So, yeah, I think that this weekend I will go buy a digital scale.  But, of course, I am afraid that the new scale won't be calibrated the same as the one I am using.  Such problems!  But I must weigh-in this weekend because it will be the end of my second month.

Lastly, I made my Modified Rice and Beans Bowl last night for dinner.  (See yesterday's blog.)  This is what it looked like...




The picture is a little blurry, but you get the idea.  It is a colorful plate of food, and yep, that is riced cauliflower (not actual rice)!  So the whole thing came to less than 300 calories!  And the cilantro dressing was so good.  It gave the cauliflower the same taste as the seasoned white rice at Chipotle.  

I am always on the lookout for new recipes to try, and I will always let you know about them when I do.  :-)

Happy HUMP DAY.  

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Two for Tuesday

Two topics for the price of one... in other words Two for Tuesday!

Sometimes when you think that your weight loss is going slowly, it helps to think that (even though we wish we could take a magic pill tonight and have all our weight be gone by morning) slow and steady weight loss actually is healthy.  

But this morning I was also thinking about how lucky I am that I am ABLE to do something about my weight.  Although sometimes I think I gain weight just by looking at food, the reality is that I love to eat, which leads to overeating, which leads to weight gain.  However, I CAN lose weight.  My body is capable of doing it.  Some people aren't so lucky.  My mom, for instance.  She came to live with me a couple of years ago. She has Lupus.  Its an auto-immune disease that can not be cured and gets progressively worse each year.  A couple of years ago she started losing weight (and not because she was dieting), and last year her weight got alarmingly low.  So low that I became very concerned, had her talk to her doctor about it, and I started making sure that she ate enough to stop her weight loss.  This is no easy feat.  We have stabilized her weight at 110 pounds, but she can't seem to gain any more, despite the fact that I make sure she eats several times a day, eats nutrient dense foods, high caloric foods, and at least 2000-2500 calories a day (which as we all know is A LOT for a 110 pound person).  But she can't gain weight.  Her body is burning calories at an alarming rate.  Its the illness.  Her doctor has now forbidden her from exercising at all ... which means even walking around the neighborhood with me at night.  He says she can't afford to lose those calories.  So when I start to get bummed about losing weight, I think of my mom and I give thanks that my body is healthy enough to do what it has to do.  As my mom always says, there is always someone who has it worse than you, so stop complaining.  Thanks mom.  I love you!

Onto my next topic.  Want to eat something yummy, satisfying, healthy and well within your weight loss program?  Me too!  I bring you Modified Rice and Beans in a Bowl!
http://www.allparenting.com/my-table/articles/968793/rice-bowl-with-black-beans-avocado-cilantro-dressing


Here's the thing... black beans are super good for you!  "A 1/2-cup serving of cooked black beans, which is 86 grams, contains 113 calories. With 1.3 calories per gram, black beans are a low-energy-dense food, which means calorie content is low compared to weight. This makes them a more filling food because you can eat a large portion without going overboard on calories. People eat about the same amount of weight in food each day but not the same level of calories, according to the British Nutrition Foundation. So eating more low-energy-dense foods can help you control your calorie intake and help you lose pounds or maintain a healthy weight."  (courtesy of http://www.livestrong.com/article/238506-black-bean-nutritional-facts/).  They are also high in fiber, are a good source of protein, and are a source of essential vitamins and minerals.  

Now take a look at the link above for the recipe, and then MODIFY it by using "riced cauliflower" instead of rice.  GENIUS!!  Anyone can make this... really... anyone!  Even you people out there who don't cook.  And its quick.  If you come home so hungry you want to eat your arm off, and you do NOT want to wait an hour for dinner to be ready... VOILA... take your riced cauliflower out of the freezer (yes, you can buy bags of the stuff), pop it in the microwave, open a can of black beans, pop it in the microwave, cut up some avocado and tomatoes  in the few minutes it takes for the microwave to ding, and pour the dressing (which takes all of 30 seconds to make) over the whole shebang.  I bet you will be so stuffed you won't even be able to finish your bowl.

Then go exercise!  ROFL


Monday, June 22, 2015

Its Monday Again!

Another Monday has rolled around, and I was wondering what I should post today.  I think I want today to be about finding ways to keep myself motivated.  

After a five minute break to scroll through Pinterest, I found this picture which just made me laugh my ass off.  I don't know why.  But I like it.



Forget about what it says under the picture.  Whether it takes five months or twelve months, I can get there if I just keep trying.  (Nor do I believe you can get there eating anything you want).  But I love the concept of tearing off a fat suit to find the skinny person inside.  I think we all have skinny people inside. (

So, to motivate myself, and to remind myself that I DO have a skinny person inside, I took out a photograph of me when I was thin (not too long ago).  I CAN look like that again.  I really can.  I just have to keep visually reminding myself of that.  

Ok, second way to motivate myself: Keep trying new things.  I get bored easily.  Sad to say, but true.  I I am going to attempt to do the exercises on this chart every single day (except for the day that is delineated as a rest day), in ADDITION to my normal gym routine FOR ONE MONTH.  It can't hurt, right?  It can only help.



See, the thing is, I thrive on challenges.  I love it when I actually accomplish something I didn't think I could.  That's how this whole thing started anyway!  I challenged myself to eat Whole Foods Plant Based for 22 days!  

Yet ANOTHER way to motivate myself is to reward myself.  So.... If I can do the above challenge for one month, then I will purchase something new for myself to wear.  Something I don't need, but that I really want.  Something that makes me feel great when I wear it.

Lastly, I want to leave you with a sweet indulgence to whip up when you absolutely NEED to have a chocolaty sweet dessert, but you do NOT want to go off your diet.

Two dates, pitted
1/8 cup walnuts
1 tablespoon unsweetened baking cocoa
1 teaspoon vanilla

Put all the ingredients in a food processor.  Either form it into a ball and put it in the freezer for 30 minutes, or just eat it immediately with a spoon.

Guaranteed to take your cravings away.  Total calories = 160. 


Sunday, June 21, 2015

Welcome to the Weekend

I had a fabulous weekend!  Love my family. :-D  Although it has absolutely NOTHING to do with my fitness and weight loss blog.... I thought I would share a pic (or two) from this weekend.



To make my weekend trip relevant to this blog, I will reiterate that I planned this trip so that I would not go CRAZY off my plan, but I also gave myself permission to have a cheat meal.  I am now reporting that I did actually have my cheat meal, which consisted of a marguerita (see pic below), fish tacos, chips and salsa. I tried to make the cheat not horrific and I think I succeeded.  I didn't have a dessert.  I didn't have a hamburger.  I didn't have a cheesy something-or-other. My salt intake was high and I will probably be retaining some water for a few days, but I can deal with that and get rid of it. 

More importantly, I did not beat myself up because I planned for this event.



And I will not beat myself up if I retain some water weight for a few days because I have plan.  That plan includes jumping right back into my Whole Foods Plant Based eating regimen, and heading BACK to the gym tomorrow morning.  

I figure that its great to be healthy.  Its important to take care of yourself.  But I also know this.  You have to appreciate all the most important parts of life... family... friends... loved ones... and the serenity of one perfect weekend.  :-D  

Now let's get to work!

Friday, June 19, 2015

Eating Clean on the Road

This weekend I am going away.  Biggest challenge?  You guessed it.  Eating Clean.  I have decided that my "one cheat meal per month" will be used tomorrow night at dinner.  (In case you are wondering, my last cheat meal was on Memorial Day during which I did have two alcoholic beverages and some appetizers I was not supposed to have since they contained chicken).  Back to this weekend... I will still need to plan out my other meals, and since we (my sister and I) are staying at a hotel, I highly doubt Whole Food Plant Based meals will be aplenty.  So, I have decided to pack a cooler with some staples (ie. Chickpea salad, cauliflower potato salad, strawberries, walnuts, figs, roasted vegetables, vegan dressing and some breakfast cookies!).  I know I can buy containers of mixed greens just about anywhere, so I can put my stuff over that and have a meal.  "What are Breakfast Cookies?", you may ask.  I am glad you asked that!  











Link to the recipe ...  https://diaryofamadcrafter.wordpress.com/2012/08/28/vegan-breakfast-cookies-a-recipe/ .

I am going to whip up a batch tonight.  It seems to be easier than taking granola and almond milk, or oatmeal.  AND, BONUS, I get to try a new recipe!

What?  Oh, you don't know what Cauliflower Potato Salad is either?  Well, you are really missing out!  



Link to the recipe ... http://www.nelliebellie.com/cauliflower-potato-salad-recipe/#_a5y_p=3591232 .

I used a vegan mayonaisse.  It was almost as good as, if not AS good as, regular potato salad!

So, that is my plan.  Wish me luck!  And I wish you success on all your ventures as well. 



Thursday, June 18, 2015

Two Pound Weight Loss!


(Image is from http://www.foodfanatic.com/2013/12/detox-soup-new-year-new-you/)

I weighed myself today and I was down two pounds!  That makes a grand total of 17 pounds.  Yes, it is going slower than I would like, but, at least the numbers are going down, right?  I have been dieting since the first week in May (and by dieting I mean that I am on a Plant Based Diet WITH portion control).  I have been exercising for the past two weeks.  So, all in all, not too bad of a result.  When I started, I wanted to lose 10 pounds per month.  That means I have 12 days to lose an additional three pounds.  Completely doable.  

If you are wondering how I am finding being on the Plant Based program, I will confess that yes, I still miss junk food.  However, I do not have CRAVINGS for junk food.  There IS a difference, and the difference is quite important to someone trying to stay on program.  
If you ask me if I feel deprived, I will say that if I am staring at a hot-out-of-the-oven chocolate croissant, then HELL YES.  If you ask me if I am going hungry, then I will say NO.  I am not.  The food I eat fills me up.  I never leave the table hungry.  In fact, most nights I leave the table feeling almost full.  Do I ever feel hungry?  Yes.  And that is because I am not eating in between meals.  So by the time lunch or dinner comes, then I am quite hungry.  What do I miss more, sugary desserts or meat?  Sugary desserts.  I am really comfortable with foregoing meat.  I am not convinced a person can survive without chocolate cake.  

That being said, I have kept myself in line by promising myself ONE cheat day per month.  Yesterday I revised that to one cheat MEAL per month.  By "cheat", I do not mean eat whatever I want and as much as I want.  I mean, I can have something sweet, or I can have some meat, or (sssshhhhh) I can have an alcoholic beverage.  It IS off program.  I am not denying that.  But by giving myself this something to look forward to, I am able to maintain the rest of the month.  

And although I really believe you need to have a plan for weight loss, whatever that plan may be (because different things work for different people), I think that you should allow yourself to be human and to adapt to what your body needs.  For instance, I have made my mind up that I will eat dinner and then I will not eat another bite of food for the rest of the day.  Absolutely NO eating between dinner and bedtime.  Up until last night, I had abided by that self-imposed mandate.  But last night I was so hungry that I could not think of anything except satisfying the hole in my stomach.  It was 10:45 pm and I knew that I should just go to bed, but I just could not help feeling that if I did not eat something, I would never be able to sleep.  So, I sat there and thought about it.  And then I came up with a solution.  I went to the pantry and took out THREE dates.  I ate them.  Then I went to bed.  Sometimes I think its ok to be less than perfect.  

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Can I Bottle this Feeling, Please?

As torturous as it is to get out of bed at 5 am, it is so worth it at 6:45 am when I have finished my workout for the day, those endorphins are flowing through my brain, and I am enjoying one of life's ultimate luxuries .... a hot shower.  That feeling is an actual high that your body experiences   ....  NATURALLY!  No drugs necessary.  I need to remember that every morning when the alarm clock goes off and I lay in bed trying to convince myself to GET THE HECK UP!

Another thing.  I find that I actually like being at the gym at 6 pm.  It is not as crowded.  It is not as noisy.  And there is a sense of camaraderie between all of us 6 am'ers.  We all trudge in, carrying our suits on hangers to change into after we shower, and we silently acknowledge each other, each of us thinking, "Yep, we have to squeeze this workout in so we can hustle off to our jobs."  Well, most of us, because there is also the Retired Men's Club that meets at that time.  I find it comforting that they are there.  They meet every morning and make their way around the floor, using this machine and that, and even lifting weights.  They don't overdue it, but they help each other out and they get a mighty fine workout in.  I like that.  I admire them.  This morning, as I was making my way through a 45 minute elliptical session, there was an elderly gentleman on a machine in front of me.  He was 70 years old if he was a day.  And he had a Nike shirt on with their slogan, "Just Do It."  That made me smile.  

There are not a lot of young people at the gym at 6 am.  I venture to say that if I were to hit the gym after work there would be hundreds of them milling about.  But I am fine being around the slightly older crowd.  I prefer it actually.  I like knowing that no matter how old you are, or how out of shape you ("I") am, it is never too late to start exercising.

And just so we don't forget the diet portion of this blog, I used my spiral veggie cutter thing-a-ma-bob to make spaghetii like strands of squash for lunch today, and I topped it with sauteed onions, garlic, tomato and basil.  Yet another great Plant Based Meal!

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Eating Out on a Plant Based Diet

Every work day I pack my breakfast and lunch in a cooler so that I know I will have the appropriate healthy foods to eat for the day.  Usually, I prepare my lunch the night before as I have found that eating Plant Based requires quite a bit of food preparation, and as we all know, I have precious little time in the mornings. 

Today was no different.  I packed my breakfast.  I packed my lunch.  I packed my water bottle filled with iced water and lime juice.  I packed my iced black tea (unsweetened, of course).  However, my day kind of got derailed and I found myself out of the office with a client for almost the entire day.  In fact, when lunchtime rolled around, my client insisted that we go out to lunch at a Mexican food place!!  I certainly could not bring my pre-packed plant based lunch into the Mexican food place.  But, lo and behold, they had a create your own salad option.  I was able to eat a nice salad, filled with veggies, and even chickpeas and walnuts, and a mustard vinaigrette.  It was delicious and filling.  I was so proud of myself for making a healthy choice (despite the fact that I LOVE Mexican food), and I was happy that it wasn't difficult and that I was satisfied.  

So mission accomplished!  On track for the day!  No regrets. :-)

Monday, June 15, 2015

Monday, Monday ... and the Excuses Come Rolling In

I am a bit ashamed to post that this morning, instead of going to the gym to workout, I slept in for an extra hour.  Now, I have an excuse for this.  I got a TERRIBLE night's sleep.  But, it is still an excuse.  And now I have the guilty sallies.  So, I will go outside in the rain today during my lunch hour and walk.  And then when I get home tonight, after dinner, I will walk again.  

The topic of "excuses" that people have to not exercise is a popular one.  And there are hundreds, if not thousands, of discussions by the exercising community as to why there is no excuse that is good enough to keep one from exercising.  While I see the prevailing logic in that line of thinking, it is still hard to not make excuses.  

So, with that in mind, I will now beat myself over the head with anti-excuse propaganda.







OUCH.  I have been duly chastised.  

I can be lazy, or I can be healthy.  My choice.  

So my iphone is charged up.  My audiobook is ready to go.  My sneakers are next to my desk.  And off I go.

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Parties ... Need I Say More

Today I went to a party.  Most people think being invited to a party is a good thing.  A nice thing.  A time to have fun, socialize, and kick back with friends and family.  

What do I think when I get invited to a party while dieting?  WHAT AM I GOING TO EAT?  HOW AM I GOING TO GET THROUGH HOURS OF SOCIALIZING AROUND THE WORST KINDS OF FOOD?  Yep... such is the life of a food junkie trying to ditch the monkey on her back.

Food can be an addiction.  It is for me.  I could spend hours on this topic, but I will stop myself, and instead speak to how I handle this problem.  Its quite simple really.  I eat before I go.  Yes, it sounds ridiculous.  Yes, you are going somewhere where the host/hostess is going to feed you and wants you to enjoy yourself, but instead of partaking, you eat before you go so you won't eat at the party.  I have used this trick for years.  Every time I diet in fact.  It works pretty well.  

What I ate today was ....


Chickpea salad over broccosprouts and slices of peach on top, in a whole wheat tortilla.  

Have you ever had chickpea salad?  NO??  OMG, you have no idea what you are missing.  Its chickpeas, mixed with vegan mayo, and stone ground mustard, salt and pepper... blend up in a food processor (leaving some chunks), and then mix in onions, celery and shredded carrots.  Try it.  You'll thank me for it.  :-)

So I ate that before I left.  Then I enjoyed myself at the party (eating nothing by the way).  I came home and made myself an almond butter banana almond milk shake.  NOW I am satisfied.  

I did not break my diet.  My work here is done.  

Saturday, June 13, 2015

The Key to Motivation

So its later in the day than I usually blog.  But I am committed to doing this every day because it helps keep me motivated, which is the issue I want to discuss today.  MOTIVATION.  How to keep it.

I weighed myself today, and .... UGH!!  No weight loss.  First thought... How can that possibly be??  I was eating well AND I started exercising.  Second thought ... Forget about the scale.  It is only one part of the total picture.  I know I am doing what I am supposed to be doing.  I will not let this deter me.  (But it is easy to let it do so.)  

So what to do to keep that motivation?  Well, the first thing I am doing is blogging.  Even if NO ONE reads this blog, I am pretending that you people out there read it and that you want me to keep blogging, so it is holding me accountable.  Second, I buy myself little gifts.  A tee-shirt.  A pair of shoes. Just little things to keep me going.  Third, I try new recipes.  Today was a banner motivational day!  I bought a new tee-shirt, a new pair of jeans, and I tried TWO new plant based recipes!  Oh, and I must digress to say this... I felt VERY SKINNY today, despite the fact that the scale didn't move.  But... oh well... back to my discussion.

I made this very cool salad that I actually saw on The Kitchen (a Food Network Show). The Sandwich King dude made it.  It was grilled red cabbage and grilled veggies... I used grilled carrots, eggplant and zucchini ... and then I marinated some strawberries in a raspberry white balsamic vinegar ... and then I made the avacado dressing which was just some white wine vinegar, an avocado, vegetable stock, salt and pepper all churned up in the food processor ... and then I poured that over my salad and mixed in the strawberries. YUM YUM.  I didn't take a picture of it because I ate it before I remembered.  :-(     BUT.... I DID take a picture of my raspberry chia seed jam!  


Here is the thing.  I bought these chia seeds and I didn't know what to use them for.  So I searched for recipes and found that you can make jams with just them and fruit and a sugar of your choice (so I used Truvia).  And it came out great!  I picture it here with some Date Bark, which is also SUPER EASY to make and is delicious.  All plant based foods!  

From now on, I will post the recipes I try on my PINTEREST page.  https://www.pinterest.com/denavanclemis/food-junkie-goes-healthy/

I am also going to PIN other stuff, like motivational pictures and some weight loss stuff. But I will also link the recipe for chia jams here to give the original website the credit. http://www.goinghometoroost.com/2013/seasonal-recipes/chia-seed-jams/

OH.. and I almost forgot... I bought a little gadget today that lets me make pasta like spaghetti out of vegetables!  Its so cool.  I tried it with squash and zucchini and it worked great!  So, that is yet another new dish I have to try!

So, all in all, not a bad day.  It could have been superlative with a weight loss, but hey, I am not giving up.  And really, that is all that matter.  



Friday, June 12, 2015

TGIF

As another week comes to an end, I am thankful for so many things.  I am thankful for those I love and for those who love me, and for the life I have been given.  I am also oh so thankful that I have made it through this first week of my exercise regimen relatively unscathed and that tomorrow is Saturday and I don't have to get up at 5 am!  

Today I figured I would write down a sample of what I eat during the day.  Here goes ....

Breakfast

1/2 cup homemade granola (made from oats, maple syrup, and some nuts baked in the oven)
1/2 almond milk
2 teaspoons dried blueberries

Lunch

Veggie burger (homemade from one of my numerous veggie burger recipes... today I have a red quinoa and chickpea burger, which recipe I am linking here, http://pureella.com/quinoa-chickpea-burgers-gluten-free-and-vegan/)
1 teaspoon tahini sauce (to put on my burger)
Assorted roasted and seasoned vegetables

Snack

1 Nutty No-Bake Coconut Bar (This is a new recipe I found and I LOVE these things... http://www.shape.com/healthy-eating/meal-ideas/6-homemade-vegan-energy-bars/slide/7.  But having one of these is clearly a treat.  Most days I have a pink grapefruit or a 1/4 cup cashews.)

Dinner

1 cup Garden Vegetable Pesto Soup (OMG... SO delicious ... here is the recipe I used to make it, but I left out the barley and the cheese ... http://www.copycatrecipeguide.com/How_to_Make_Panera_Garden_Vegetable_Soup)

I also drink a lot of ice water, ice water flavored with lemon or lime juice, unsweetened black iced tea, and flavored seltzers.  When I am feeling lethargic, I go to Starbucks and get a cappuccino with soy milk.  

Either tomorrow or Sunday I will weigh myself.  I will aim for tomorrow and hope I have that "skinny" feeling when I wake up.  LOL.  That strikes me as funny give the irrefutable fact that I have not been "skinny" since I was a child. 

Oh, one more thing, I am going to start a Pinterest Page relating to this blog where I will be posting recipes I have found, motivational pictures, and other fitness / weight loss related things.  If you have a pinterest page, let me know about it!

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Finding My Stride

Happy Thursday.  All in all I had a good day yesterday.  My muscles started to heal.  I ate well.  I went home and made a Garden Vegetable Pesto soup, which is an imitation of the one served at Panera's (minus the pasta and cheese).  It came out delicious!  And I brought a bowl to work today for lunch, along with a quinoa burger and some tahini sauce.  Go go plant based diet!  I know this is working for me, even though sometimes the scale doesn't show it.  I feel good.  And now that I started exercising, I feel even better.

It has been hard dragging my lazy butt out of bed at 5 am, but this morning I realized how much I like being up before most of the world.  The quiet of the early mornings is very relaxing.  

Speaking of the scale... I think I will do another weigh in this weekend.  I don't have set days for doing them because some days I wake up "feeling" lighter than others.  I am sure most of you can relate to that.  But I haven't weighed in in just over a week, so I am due. Its just that sometimes its better for morale not to weigh in because when I am eating well and exercising, and I feel good about myself, I start believing that I am losing weight, which motivates me to do even better.  And then, if I step on the scale and it doesn't move, well.... then I get depressed.  I know, I know... its about more than just the number on the scale.  But let's face it, the number on the scale IS important.

So, here is to another wonderful day.  

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly

Thankfully, I did not experience the ugly, but yesterday I did experience the bad.  After only two days of getting up at 5 am to be at the gym at 6 am, and after jumping into an exercise routine (during which I learned that I am REALLY out of shape), and being sore from head to toe, I experienced EXTREME FATIGUE yesterday which translated into extreme hunger and irritability.

I knew I was hungry because I was so tired and because my body was trying to heal the muscles I started using.  But that did not make me feel any less hungry.  Although I stayed on my plant based diet, I did eat MORE of those foods than I should have.  So although I do not consider that "cheating", I do consider that "straying from the path".  

How did I handle it?  Immediately after dinner, at which I ate 3/4 of my vegan pizza (see below) instead of only half (the recommended serving), I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and climbed into bed to get a LONG and well deserved night's sleep.  

I had already planned on today being a "rest" day from exercise.  I think this is a wise course of action since my legs are screaming "what the heck did you do???!!!).  Tomorrow, however, it is back to the grind.  Although... I had been planning to do another cycling class but I think that will have to be postponed in that my butt is still so sore I can't imagine getting back on that bike seat.

So, I did not maintain portion control yesterday.  That day is gone.  Today is a new day.  I can NOT get waylaid.  This is a journey.  And I am holding myself accountable by writing it all down in this blog.  

So... my favorite plant based meal.... PIZZA!!  Ok, so its not real pizza.  If you think of it like real pizza, you will be disappointed.  Just enjoy it for what it is and it will quickly become your favorite meal too.



I had to make the picture xlarge so you could enjoy the full deliciousness of this.  ROFL. Its vegan pizza dough (which you can either make or purchase in a store), which I cook for for 12 minutes in the oven.  Then I put Tahini Sauce over the dough.  Its creamy and delicious and really adds a nice flavor.  Then I top it off with sauteed heirloom tomatoes, onion, garlic and basil.  Its so good.  I could eat it every day.  ....   But I don't.  :(






Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Your Clothes are the First to Notice

It feels good to start losing weight and to know that you are doing the right thing for your body.  But it takes a while for people to actually notice a change in you.  So during this time while you are working your butt off and waiting for the world to notice, take solace in the fact that your clothes know.  I haven't dropped a whole size yet, but my clothes are definitely looser.  The waist of my jeans no longer digs into my stomach.  Actually, my jeans have been slipping down and I keep hiking them up.  My skirts don't pull around my hips.  My clothes have been giving me the positive reinforcement I need right now.  

Onto this morning.  I did 45 minutes of cycling.  Getting up at 5 am is killing me.  Methinks I am going to have to adjust my bedtime.  Tomorrow will probably work out to be a rest day due to my work schedule.

Last night for dinner I had....



It was a sweet potato, with lentils, and an heirloom tomato and red onion salsa.  I must say that it was pretty tasty.

Even when I find foods I love, I try to always look for new things so that I don't get bored.  I have now been meat and dairy free (and processed food free) for six weeks, and the smell of bbq meat on the grill as I drive through my neighborhood is calling me like a siren.  

BE STRONG.  BE STRONG.  I MUST BE STRONG.

So now I will proceed through another day. Stay happy.  Enjoy your life!  Have a good day.

Monday, June 8, 2015

Exercise: The Ultimate Reality Check

I have no words.  

Ok, I DO have words.  I got up at 5 am and trudged my big butt over to the gym to do a 6 am 45 minute BURN class.  The instructor and the other 6 am lunatics (yes, I said it) were all very nice to me.  Clearly, I was in over my head because they were treating me like a little child and talking to me in those tones you use with small children.  Not that I am complaining, mind you... I needed to be babied a bit.

So I start.  Twenty minutes into it I realize I am going to be sick.  I excuse myself from the class, run into the ladies', and puke.  As I am sitting on the locker room bench, I tell myself that it can only get better, and not to give up.  I go back to the BURN class and continue.  The instructor seemed surprised to see me back, and was giving me lots of positive reinforcement.  Thank goodness there are good and kind people in this world. 

The point of this story is that I did it.  It was awful and I didn't think I was going to make it through, but I did.  At the end of the class the instructor came over to me and said, "I hope to see you here on Wednesday.  It will get easier."  And you know what, she WILL see me on Wednesday!  

Today's breakfast ....



This was homemade granola.  Why homemade?  Less sugar.  I just used oats, a tiny bit of maple sugar, and a small amount of nuts.  I mixed it together and baked it in the oven.  So 1/2 cup homemade granola, 1/2 almond milk, and a few blueberries.  I like to let the granola absorb all the milk before I eat it.  

Enough about me.  How is YOUR day going?  

Sunday, June 7, 2015

I Love Quiet Sunny Summer Days

I love having a day that belongs to me and is completely free of noise and clutter.  A quiet day that I can use to relax, reflect and plan for the week.  Today is one of those days.  I always make sure to be thankful when these days come around.  

So I will be going back to the gym tomorrow.  Honestly, I am really afraid of failing in this commitment to get up early every day and work out.  I am NOT a morning person.  I am the furthest thing from a morning person.  But... I thought about this and the morning is really the best time to do it.  I work long days.  I have to leave for work at 8 am, and I don't get home until 7:30-8:00 pm.  So I really don't want to stop at the gym after work.  And I can't workout during my lunch hour because a) there is no gym by my office, b) sometimes I don't get a lunch hour, and c) my work clothes are not conducive to even walking around in the midday sun.  So... before work is really my only option.  I am mentally preparing to get up 1.5 hours early and do this.  I want to take a 45 minute class four times this week.  (I am giving myself Friday off!)  So I am chanting in my head, YOU CAN DO THIS... YOU CAN DO THIS.  Let's see if I follow through.

Mental note:  Must prepare and pack lunch for tomorrow, AND tomorrow's breakfast, before going to bed.  Must put work clothes in the car tonight, along with a gym bag.

Onto more pleasant subjects... the great meals I am eating on this plant based diet!  I will share some of them with you each week.  Last night I had one cup of brown rice pasta covered with roasted vegetables, which included eggplant, asparagus, zucchini, onions, tomatoes, and mushrooms.  I added some fresh basil, salt and pepper.  DELICIOUS!!  It was VERY VERY FILLING, and I couldn't even finish all of it.



And here is a short cut I used to prepare all of these delicious roasted veggies... I bought some of them pre-roasted and frozen from the market.  I use Trader Joe's.  I love that store.  But not everyone has a Trader Joe's by them.  If you can find your veggies pre-roasted and frozen, then buy some bags and put them in the freezer!  But I still roasted the onions and tomatoes myself.  Anyway, you will not be disappointed with this meal.  It is very satisfying.

And no, that is not sweet tea you see. That is unsweetened black iced tea.  haha  ... thought you could catch me cheating!  

No, its all good.  Keep me honest.  That is why I am writing all this down.  

In closing, have a good day!




Saturday, June 6, 2015

Be Brave

You usually only see "before" pictures next to "after" pictures.  This is because the person in the "after" picture is very proud of their hard work (as they should be), and therefore no longer afraid of what people will say about their "before" picture.  I am going to try something different.  Here is my "before" picture, which actually is the same as my "looks like now" picture.  


This is NOT a flattering picture.  Hopefully, by revealing this, I will be more focused and more dedicated to this process.  I am owning it.  

Friday, June 5, 2015

Time to Start Exercising

Since I am trying to document my journey to fitness, I will also document it with photographs.  I took a "selfie" last night.  

I will be taking whole body pictures of myself (ugh) to show my starting point.  

Ok so ... this morning I woke up and decided that it is time to implement exercise into my program.  But what to start doing?  Hmmmm.  I am a member of a gym.  I have been for quite some time.  I haven't gone in a while.  So that is basically wasted money each month that I really should start using.  But, on the flip side, summer is almost here, and the weather is nice. Maybe I should start by doing some walking outside.  I really don't know what to do.  I do NOT want to jump into exercise at a frenetic pace and then burn myself out.  I need to make this a sustainable part of my life.

At this point, I am still undecided on what to do.  But, I do know that I need to update my itunes playlist.  I simply can NOT work out without music.  So I guess I will do that today and figure out how I want to start. 

Any suggestions?

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Take a Deep Breath... and Begin

Hi.  My name is Sandra.  This was me 30 days ago.  I don't have a full length picture to show you because I NEVER EVER let anyone take pictures of me.  Why? Because I hate the way I look.  Which brings me to the point of this blog.  Thirty days ago I hated the way I looked and felt.  I was driving to work and heard this guy talking about plant based diets.  He touted the benefits of eating plant based.  He challenged all the listeners to try it for 22 days.  He guaranteed we would feel SO MUCH BETTER.  An added benefit?  We would lose weight!

Thirty days ago I was 135 pounds overweight.  Yup... quite a bit, I know.  Worse than that, I felt awful. My bones ached.  My blood pressure was up.  My cholesterol was up.  I had digestion problem, including constant heartburn.  I was getting random pains in my shoulders and chest.  I was petrified I would have a heart attack.  And I was ALWAYS tired.

Now I love food.  I mean, I REALLY love food.  I watch cooking shows.  I have hundreds of cookbooks.  I love to go food shopping!  I know... weird.  I love to cook and bake.  I love to try new foods.  I love to go out to eat.  I love all kinds of food.  My particular food vice ... salty and sweet together, combined with something creamy and fatty and delicious.  So, it is really no surprise that I am this overweight.  

The man on the radio promised enormous amounts of new found energy, numerous health benefits, and weight loss.  Hmm... sounded good to me.  "What did I have to do", I wondered.  Oh nothing really.  Just give up meat, dairy, sugar, and processed foods.  WWWWHHHHATTTT????  Are you kidding me???  What kind of a nut case gives up all those foods???  Oh, and no alcohol.  That didn't bother me as I am not a big drinker.  But I can see how that would be a deal breaker for a lot of people.  But still.... I felt like crap.  I mean, I felt worse than crap.  I felt so bad that I actually considered doing it.  And then, the man on the radio said... "Just give it 22 days."  And just like that, I committed to doing it.  

I spent the rest of the day planning the next 22 days. A huge bonus was that I got to go to Whole Foods the next day and spend hours shopping for my new diet.  (Did I mention that I love food shopping?) Now don't laugh at this next part.  I actually put into the plan that on the 23rd day I would eat a big steak dinner with some kind of gooey chocolaty dessert.

I began on a Saturday.  Most people start on a Monday, but I jumped right into it.

Vegetables, fruits, nuts, and whole grains.  

You think that is not a lot to live on, right?  You know what I discovered?  There are hundreds of thousands of things you can make with plant based foods!  I will not bore you today with the many recipes I found and tried, or my favorite ones to date.  But I will tell you this...  after only three days I noticed a difference on this diet.  I had energy to do things!  I wasn't tired anymore!  A few days later, my aches and pains disappeared.  All my digestive problems disappeared.  My heart no longer raced.  

I was eating three meals a day.  I was eating only one serving of whatever I made, so I WAS exercising portion control.  I mean... I DO need to lose A LOT of weight.  And I never snacked after dinner.  In fact, I made it a point not to eat for three hours before going to bed.  

I finished the 22 days, and I felt great!  I lost 11 pounds in those first 22 days. 

And you know what?  I decided to keep going.  No one is more surprised than me.  I never had that steak dinner with that chocolate dessert.  Nor did I open my celebratory 23rd day chocolate covered potato chips, which I conveniently stashed at the back of my pantry.

Today is day 35, and I am still going strong on my plant based diet.  This morning I weighed myself, and I am down 15 pounds.

I have not started exercising yet, but I know this is a necessary component of my goal to become fit and healthy.  

Please join me on my journey.  I need all the support I can get!